I’m sitting on the couch icing my knee as I write this. Recovering from joint replacement surgery has been slow but steady, and I can almost taste the freedom of walking without pain, gardening, and doing a little yoga again.
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Another change–I’m going to take a hiatus from my monthly blog (the topic-focused articles I post on my website), although I’ll continue this monthly newsletter (more of a personal letter to you).
This is a strategic move. I’m a V-E-R-Y slow writer (I mean, it took me over twenty years to finish my memoir!) and I need to prioritize getting essays published in other outlets. Experience has shown me this is the best way to bring in new subscribers and followers, which is my goal in the year leading up to my book publication on May 2, 2023.
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A Mother, Her Son, and the Brain Tumor They Survived.
When her eight-year-old son begins to exhibit increasingly bizarre behaviors, a happily married mother of two must meet the overwhelming demands of motherhood and wrestle with her fear of conflict if she and her son are to survive.
Forthcoming from Apprentice House Press, May 2023.
Karen is a happily married, slightly frazzled working mother of two when her eight-year-old son, Matthew, develops a strange eye-rolling tic. Over the next three years, Matthew’s tics multiply. He becomes clumsy and lethargic, a gifted program dropout. Karen repeatedly tries to get her husband and the pediatrician to open their eyes, but she is too full of self-doubt to tear off their blinders.Exhausted and full of despair, Karen crumples to the bathroom floor one night, wondering if she has the will to carry on. But she must persevere. Who else will fight for her son? Matthew finally receives a horrifying diagnosis but is expected to “bounce back,” and Karen is convinced the battle is over. But the pain drags on, revealing just how weak—and then exactly how strong—she is.
These photos were taken in 1990 when Matthew was four–seven years before his brain tumor diagnosis. What you see is pretty typical–he was rambunctious, joyful, silly, and squeezably adorable even when elbowing me in the chin. Minor wounds of the flesh heal quickly. But, as you know, wounds of the soul can last a lifetime. And what lessons they teach.
Books That Inform My Writing
My mother introduced me to Jane Isay’s book Walking on Eggshells: Navigating the Delicate Relationship Between Adult Children and Parents soon after it was published in 2007. At that time, Mom and Dad had six adult children, four of whom were married. My sons were 21 and 16. I knew this book would light my way as my children got older, perhaps settling down in serious relationships. The quote from the book that stuck with me:
“Mothers of sons understand that, in our culture, the mother-daughter tie is the stronger one.”
I felt forewarned in a good way. Now that my younger son is engaged, I tracked the book down, bought a copy for myself, and recommended it to my book club. If you have adult children of any gender, I highly recommend it to you, too.
People-Pleasing on the Web
Three Ways to Become Less of a People-Pleaser.
“You can “shift the language from ‘I am a people pleaser’ to ‘I am aware of a pattern, and I’m making new choices to change for the benefit of everyone.’”
The Hell of Being Married to a Yes-Man.
“If your partner is peeved and doesn’t tell you, his unspoken complaints have the potential to turn from mild irritations to toxic resentments. “”There are two ways of spreading light: to be the candle or the mirror that reflects it.”- Edith Wharton